Anime Rewind #3

Oh hey, I forgot to update last month, but since it’s still the very beginning of this month, let’s talk about the anime I’ve watched since my last Anime Rewind.

Shows I Continued from Last Time

  • Boruto: Naruto Next GenerationsEpisodes 13-18, ongoing – The plot of the first arc has wrapped up and I think that it went pretty well! I mean, I wasn’t expecting the outcome, which is nice, but now the last few episodes since the first arc ended feel strongly of filler. Which is fine, I mean, they have to do that sometimes, but I also feel like we lost some of what the main story is about. It feels kind of all over the place right now, but I think we’re finally getting back to another arc soon, so I’m looking forward to it.
  • Tsukigakireicompleted – I’M NOT CRYING, YOU’RE CRYING. Oh my God, this was SUCH a good romance anime! There wasn’t any super drama with other people butting into the relationship or whatever, and though there was little drama it felt realistic and all of it was just so sweet at the end. I think I really did cry. Or maybe I was too happy to cry? I don’t know, but either way, HIGHLY recommend this anime if you’re looking for a sweet, pure romance. 5/5 stars.
  • My Hero Academiaepisodes 9-13, season 1 complete, season 2 to be watched soon – This plot line, though! I love this anime so much I even made my own BNHA (Boku no Hiro Academia) original characters (like a lot of people were doing on Instagram). The first main arc has ended with a bang and I’m really excited to see what happened next with all of the characters from the show. I want to know what happens to All Might and if Midoriya will finally be able to control his power, and I know there’s going to be a lot of battling in the next season between characters so I’m really excited to see the development of them all. I felt like Deku (Midoriya) really grew as a character by the end of the first season. Like… I could feel and see a change in him and several of the other characters. Ahhhhh, go watch iiiiit. Season 1 rating: 5/5 stars.
  • Kanka Bancho Otome -girl beats boys-completed – This was an interesting series with super short episodes that could have been really cool to see expanded, but alas, it was a way of promoting the game I guess. Anyway, I thought that it ended kind of bittersweetly because I was expecting one thing and it ended differently. Maybe I’m just being picky, I don’t know. But I really wish certain plot lines were expanded upon and that we could really see the development that happens between all of the characters. Alas, it is over. 4/5 stars.
  • Kiznaivercompleted, episodes 6-12 – I just finished this anime and I almost cried. Almost. And it was INCREDIBLE. I seriously loved it and the concept behind it was so incredibly fascinating to me. The development between all of the characters was great to see and it was cool to see just how much of a connection can really make or break people and relationships. I think that this anime was just very unique in its execution with the subject of the concept of friendship, love, and how being connected doesn’t necessarily have to be through alternative means from just connecting naturally. It was so good and I highly recommend it if you want a more thought provoking anime with characters you’ll connect to in some way, an enticing plot, and super cool animation. 5/5 stars.
  • Tonari no Seki-Kuncompleted – I mean, I could’ve just given my final thoughts last month, but I has one episode left apparently… Anyway, SUPER CUTE. Loved it. Very funny and I suggest watching this if you need a break from the seriousness of life because it’s just so charming and funny. 5/5 stars.

Now let’s move on to some of the stuff I didn’t talk about last time that’s new this time.

Shows

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Tsuredure Childrenepisodes 1-5, ongoing – So. CUTE. And SO funny. This is an anime about several different couples and how they have crushes on one another and how they start (or don’t start) dating and it’s adorable and funny and my friend got me hooked so I blame her for this and just… Go watch it. You won’t be disappointed, I swear.

Movies

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Kiki’s Delivery Service – Okay, I’ve seen this movie a million times and I already own it and all of that, BUT. My friend (who I mentioned above that got me hooked on Tsuredure Children) decided to surprise me with a girls’ night out to go see the JAPANESE DUB of Kiki in THEATERS. I was SO excited to see it on the big screen because it’s one of my all time favorite Studio Ghibli movies and it was so cool to see the Japanese version and how the subtitles and speaking differentiate from the English version (because I’m clearly obsessed and know how some of the lines go). I love this movie in itself because it’s about a young girl witch who leaves her family (as is tradition for young witches her age) to study for a year alone in a town of her choosing. And though there are many ups and downs for Kiki along the way, the ultimate experience she has is a positive one. Ahhh, it’s so cute and good and I love it and you should all watch it if you haven’t. 5/5 stars.


I clearly haven’t watched a lot of new anime this month, but I’ve watched some good ones that I’ve talked about before and I can’t wait to see what I watch this month.

Let’s Chat ^w^

What have you watched recently? What’s your favorite Studio Ghibli movie? Let me know!

Why I Love Boys Love

Okay. Has anyone ever heard the term “fujoshi?” No? It’s a term in Japanese that’s given to a female otaku in the yaoi fandom and it pretty much just means that you like boy/boy love. (yaoi = boys love with sexual intimacy in most cases). Akidearest on YouTube explains it in a really fun way, but basically: I am a fujoshi. (Also, if you’re a male who likes the boy/boy love, the name for that is fudanshi.)

Now a lot of what I’m going to talk about is related to manga series as most of the boys love that I read is in manga or comic form, but that’s not to say that I don’t enjoy it in anime/movie/novel/life forms, either, because I do and it’s adorable and just I love it, okay?

But why is it that I think these things? I remember being introduced to yaoi back in my early high school days. I tried to resist as best I could with my friends, but I very barely got sucked into it. I wasn’t super into it in the way some of my friends were, but I still thought it was cute (and hot). There would be a seme (more masculine, alpha type) and an uke (more feminine, flamboyant type), a very basic plotline, and then sometimes sex, other time angst, and other times kissing. It was all very intriguing to me, but at the same time I wasn’t super into it then like I am now.

I honestly don’t know how it happened recently, but at some point this year, I read a yaoi and… well…

Goodbye normal life.

Hello fujoshi life.

Oh, let me also make it clear that I also do enjoy yuri and shoujo-ai (girl/girl love) and think that both kinds are cute (and hot), but I’ve been wicked into yaoi a lot more recently.

I got hooked on one yaoi, then another, and another, and eventually I found myself craving reading them. I couldn’t stop! And I started finding ones with better plots and more complex characters (and other times I was just looking for the sexy things or just a simple plot). And oh man, I have loved almost every second of it. Of course I’ve had to dig through the not so great ones to find the better ones, but many of the ones I’ve read have been to my taste.

So I want to talk about some of the manga and comics/webtoons that I’ve read that feature a shounen-ai or yaoi premise and that I highly recommend to you all.

Comics

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At the End of the Road by Haribo – After a car accident, Taemin finds himself in the body of Siwon, a victim of bullying at school. No longer a pushover, he starts standing up for himself but then meets Woojin, an old friend from the past. Somehow, Woojin immediately picks up Tamin’s ‘scent’ from Siwon. What happened between these two in the past and how will it affect their future?

Oh. My. Goodness. The art style is very good and the colors are simple but drive the emotions, and the story? So complex! And sad in some bits, and enraging in others, and funny in others, too. This is an ongoing series and I need to know what happens next and I need them to kiss more and omgomgomg.

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Out of Control by Bboong – Yuri, one of the school’s most handsome guys, and Jaerim, one of the school’s ugliest, collide! Or don’t they… Can’t understand what’s going on between these two! It’s out of control!

This comic is hilarious. So hilarious. But also sweet and dramatic sometimes? I’m really enjoying it, to say the least. It’s completed and I have just several more episodes to go before I finished, but I also don’t want it to end!

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King’s Maker by Haga / Artist: Kang Jiyoung – Wolfgang Goldenleonard, the 4th Prince of the kingdom, returns to the palace after years of living in hiding. He rejects everything about his new royal life, but is intrigued by the mysterious and dutiful Shin Soohyuk, a catamite of the King. As Wolfgang slowly opens up and learns the ways of the palace, Soohyuk begins to see something special about the wild, unkempt, and stubborn young prince. He might just be the one Soohyuk has been waiting for… the one who could light the flame of rebellion.

I love this comic so much. It’s probably my favorite that I’ve listed so far. The art is beyond gorgeous, and though there’s not any romance yet, I’m anticipating the moment they get together. There are some sadder and more disturbing parts, but overall it’s super funny and very interesting. Definitely recommend you checking out the free episodes.

Webtoons

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Crushed!! by Himalyaa – A boys love triangle story.

Okay, that’s a very very vague and basic premise to this story. It’s got three guys whose views we cycle through: Crush (the one pictured), Scott, and Reuben. Crush is very openly gay, he’s on the hockey team with Scott and Reuben, and he enjoys sex. A lot. And Reuben is realizing his feelings for Crush (whom he’s had sex with), and Scott has a secret crush on Crush (whom he’s also had sex with) and there’s just a lot of love triangle drama stuff, but it’s also funny, and it’s steamy. Oh my. Definitely NSFW, but it’s so good!

Manga

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Hatsukoi by Kazuki Rai – Hirono Yuusa always believed he was special and destined for greatness–until tragedy struck in his final year of middle school. Now, jaded and disillusioned, he’s completely given up on ever trying to be anything more than ordinary. But when he starts to notice classmate Himekawa Ichigo struggling to do his best against all odds, he can’t help but want to cheer him on.

This is a doujinshi manga, which means it takes characters from other anime or manga series and throws them into different situations or worlds and gives them new plots, and this one in particular is based on the characters Kageyama and Hinata from the manga/anime Haiyuu!! And OMG this series so far? FREAKIN’. AWESOME. Like, I need the next chapters to be translated now because I need to see more cuteness and just… omg my babies I love this series so, so much.

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Kokoro Control by Kazuki Rai – Kageyama can no longer focus around Hinata because of his unspoken feelings, and his volleyball suffers for it–so Hinata agrees to do absolutely anything to help get Kageyama back on his game…

Another doujinshi about Hinata and Kageyama and I HIGHLY recommend this one! It’s so cute, slightly steamy but not too steamy, angsty, and just has so much goodness in it that I can’t recommend it enough. Seriously, check this one out if you can because it’s really good.

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Rutta to Kodama by Fujitani Youko – Rutta changed from a delinquent to a nice guy because of his new roommate, Miyagi Kodama. Kodama was unsure of his own feelings after Rutta’s confession. After seeing Rutta’s injuries caused from excessive fighting, Kodama finally decided to face the truth and accepted him.

This one is a sometimes steamy yaoi with lots of cute goings on as well as funny and serious moments. It’s a more light hearted manga despite some of what goes on, but I really love it. I think I just love the “looks super scary but is actually nice” guy and the “looks like he could get overtaken by a grandma” guy pairing. xD


I think that’s good to start you off with some boys love stuff. I could go on and on and recommend more steamy things and whatnot, but I figured these aren’t too bad… Kinda. Haha!

Let’s Chat! ^w^

Do you read boys love novels/manga/whatever? Why do you like the pairings? Have any recommendations for me? Let me know!

How Books Can Bring Happiness

I think it’s safe to say that a lot of us deal with some form of mental illness and we all have different ways of coping with said mental illnesses. One of those ways for me is by shopping. Now, I know this isn’t always the best option in dealing with my illnesses, but if it’s something that brings me temporary joy when I’m feeling otherwise deep darkness, I’m going to do so. Of course, I often regret those decisions right away, but I usually end up with something cute or useful or a book or something… It all evens out, right?

I was just thinking about this and wanted to talk about how reading helps with depression and anxiety, at least for me, and how art is a huge stress reliever.

I know we all joke about how we love books because they destroy us, but is that really a joke? What is it about our emotions being pulled this way and that that make us feel happy? I love to read fluffy stories because they’re super feel-good and cute and they just make me want to swim in a rainbow of daisies, but I also love to read dark books that deal with a very different side of humanity because it’s always interesting to see how they affect me and how I think afterward.

I think that no matter what kinds of books we read, unless we actually hate or dislike the book for whatever reason, it brings us some form of happiness. It lets us feel like there’s more inside of us than what we had before and that’s a feeling that’s very euphoric and hard to let go of.

I haven’t really read any novels this year, but I’ve been reading a lot of manga that’s been making me feel good or giddy or happy. Of course I’ve read some darker things with a lot of action and blood and death, but I find that those stories, too, are just as valuable to me as those that are full of cute romances. When I read novels, it’s the same thing, and I get that feeling of excitement and anticipation when I’m reading. It’s like a light at the end of that dark tunnel that’s trying to keep me trapped inside. I reach for that light and I find hold onto that small glimmer that makes me happy again.

Books are powerful. They have the power to change our emotions and instill in us something other than what we were expecting. And that’s amazing.

And even though I have probably over 200 books that are on my shelves waiting to be read, I know that they’ll still be there, waiting for me no matter my mental state that day, and that’s such a wonderful comfort (even though I’m running out of space ahhhh).

The same goes for art. Art is a super stress reliever for me. I find that when I’m drawing, I can be doing it for hours and not feel hungry or depressed or anything other than focused on what’s in front of me. I’m creating something that I’m happy with (hopefully; the end result is always negotiable in that regard) and something that brings me joy, and that’s something that I wouldn’t trade for the world.

I just want you to know that if you’re dealing with your mental illnesses to remember you’re not alone and to not give up. Find the healthy things that make you happy and latch onto them in those moments. Who knows, maybe they’ll be just what you need in that moment to turn it around for the better.

Let’s Chat! ^w^

What books bring you happiness when you’re feeling down? I’d love to hear any recommendations!

Finding Joy in Art

I’ve always loved to draw. From the time I was young to now, I’ve always had a creative spark in me. I find it to be extremely fun and relaxing (even if I’m annoyed with how the product is turning out to look like).

I’ve been drawing almost every day for about a week now and I’ve found myself to be so happy and lost in a world that I haven’t visited in a long time that I crave more.

I haven’t had this feeling in so long and I need more.

But then I wondered to myself, “What is this feeling?” Don’t get me wrong, I’m really glad to have it, but what is this actual feeling? I thought about it and then I came to the conclusion: joy.

Now, if you knew me personally and some of the things going on in my life, you’d know that I haven’t experienced joy like this in quite some time. Yes, I find pockets and moments and those are of course just as precious and important, but this feeling of doing something I’ve always loved and had stopped for one reason or another to only pick up again and see myself improving and having fun doing so?

Yeah, that’s joy.

And I kind of just wanted to talk about that today because I don’t know about you, but I feel a lot of my generation is having a lot of trouble finding joy in life. Like, actual, pure joy. Something that makes our hearts sing and makes us feel so happy and content in the moment that we want to continually go back to those moments over and over and over again.

Finding what you love to do and actually finding the time to do so can be two wildly difficult things to accomplish. I’ve been searching for a purpose for quite some time now, trying to pinpoint something that can bring me happiness in my stressful world, and I found it once again in art. It’s great having people appreciate my art, complimenting me and telling me I’m improving, giving me tips if they’re artists themselves on how to improve a bit more, and then just people who like my art for the art itself. I find joy in that feeling of bringing other people happiness, for sure, and I want to continue to grab it.

And then there are the nay-sayers. The ones who will say, “Oh it’s great that you have that and everything, but what about real life?” I know of one very significant person in my life who is like that, and I let their words affect me all the time. I don’t think that you should put the things that you love so far on the back burner that they become a distant memory. In fact, I hate that with every fiber of my being. I know I’ve stated in a post before about how I put off art for some time and that each time I did draw I would feel this incessant urge to continue to draw and create more and more and more, but I never really hooked myself on that. I never took that step to really sit down and do it.

And now that I have been, I don’t want to let it go.

See, now, I’m the kind of person that puts everyone before myself. I’m still a selfish brat, but I still put others before me in almost all things. So when I say that I’ve been thinking about wanting to do art full-time, or at least start part-time, I get scared. Not only will it affect me, but it will also affect my husband. I’m afraid that if I were to pursue this kind of thing that it would be just too much all at once. He says I should just Shia Labeouf it and JUST DO IT, but it’s extremely difficult for me to do that without taking SO many things into consideration.

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And then there’s the part of me that looks back at that joy and that feeling I get when I’m drawing and I think, “Yeah, I want to do this. I really, really want to do this.” I want to improve my art skills, become better at multiple mediums, really showcase my style and show that I’m better than mediocre. I want to be able to have fun and do something I love in life that isn’t just a hobby, that isn’t something I just come home to from a job I couldn’t really care about.

I don’t know about you, but finding that joy and latching onto it, is such a beautiful thing. I know that I have obstacles to overcome (like the biggest one that every artist ever faces: comparing my art to others, ughhhhh), a lot of research to do, and a lot of saving up to do, but this is something that I’ve been becoming more and more serious about as time passes. And frankly, my happiness should really start to be coming first.

Anyway, that’s what I wanted to talk about today. My thoughts are probably all over the place, but I needed to express it somewhere and what better place than here, right? Also, if you want to check out my art, you should check out my art instagram!

Let’s Chat! ^w^

Do you ever face these kinds of problems of finding joy in your life in something you love to do, but not really doing anything about it? Do you consider it just a hobby or do you wish you could make it something you do day in and day out? What are some of the things that really bring you joy in life? Tell me all the things!

Attack on Titan Season 2 & Boruto: Naruto Next Generations – All the Questions!

There will most likely be spoilers in this post, so please go forward with caution!

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YES. Attack on Titan season 2 FINALLY aired (over a week ago) and I am SO PUMPED about it! When I first watched Attack on Titan a few years ago (because, you know, it’s been FOUR YEARS since the first season was released), I didn’t know if I was going to like it. I mean, I’m all for action, blood, saving humanity, all of that fun stuff, but I wasn’t expecting AoT to be so… intense? I think that’s the word I’m looking for. I mean, it’s an anime about humans who have been cast off from the world because of Titans – huge beings that look like very disproportionate humans that feed on humans. And then one day, the first wall that this particular group of humans puts up is beaten in by a Colossal Titan? Scary. Lots of death, lots of blood, lots of crying and screaming.

But I was so hooked and I needed to watch more.

And then once I finished watching it with my husband, we immediately went online to look at when the next season was going to be released. And guess what? THERE WAS NO RELEASE DATE.

I mean, why? WHY!? So many fans’ cries could be heard across the world. It’s fine.

But then, I saw the news about it literally a week before it was released: Attack on Titan season two was premiering on April 1st. And we watched the first episode.

AND I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS.

Did it live up to the hype that we’ve been waiting for? Hell yes. It picked up right where the last season left off. We see Eren, Mikasa, the rest of the Survey Corps, and then… Titans. And more specifically: the Beast Titan.

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Like, WHAT IS THIS THING? Why can it talk? Who is it? Why does it want to know more about how they use their arsenal to get around the Titans to kill them? WHY IS IT COMMANDING THE OTHER TITANS!?

And then the art is just up to the same quality as it was back with the previous season. It was smooth, had harsh lines when needed, beautiful coloring, and everything looked like a lot of time was put into it.

Of course, this season is only going to have 12 episodes and follow one specific story arc because many people theorized that the anime company was just waiting for more material to come out before making more quality content, which I personally appreciate and think was the right choice because, let’s be real, there’s a lot of hype and fandom around this series and it needed no less than the best. [For more explanation I found akidearest’s video to be really good as to why we waited so long.]

I’ve got to admit: I don’t remember much from season one because it’s been a while since I watched it, but after watching the first episode of the second season, some of those memories have come back (I just can’t remember character names to save my life, haha). I have so many questions, and I haven’t watched the second episode yet so maybe a few of my questions will be answered there, but for now? SO MANY QUESTIONS.

And then we also got: Boruto: Naruto Next Generations!

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My husband and I have been watching Naruto Shippuden and slowly making progress (of course I had to watch the last five or so episodes because I’m NaruHina trash hahaha…ha…) and then I heard about Boruto and thought, “Well, that’s one way to make cash.” I honestly didn’t think it was going to be any good, but then I thought, “You know, give it a chance, maybe it’ll surprise you.” Because I’ve been seeing a lot of people talk about how Boruto is just a copy of Naruto and doesn’t have his own personality or anything because they were judging from Boruto: the Movie.

Well, guess what? I watched the first episode and FREAKING LOVED IT.

Oh my God, I wasn’t expecting to love it as much as I did. It felt fresh in a way I didn’t think that they’d be able to pull it off because not only does it include new technology for the world (trains and other electronic equipment) but it also focused on the kids of the Hidden Leaf Village and it not only showed those who were going to be part of the Ninja Academy, but also those who wouldn’t be able to join, which I thought was interesting because we never really got to see that in previous seasons.

And Boruto? Yeah, he’s not a copy of his dad. Yes, he does some of the same stupid things that Naruto did or even crazier things (like, you know, crashing a train cart into the side of the Hokage’s stone face…), but I thought that he felt different from Naruto, even at that same age. I found it interesting that he’s so mad at Naruto for never being around because, well, Naruto’s the Hokage and is in charge of the whole village, but that he also loves his mom, Hinata, more than anyone – and also Himawari, his little sister.

The animation style, too, felt a lot more clean and sleek, as if the animation is trying to follow the times of the Village and advance along with it. I thought that it was very beautifully animated, personally.

And then the plot of the first episode and how it was focused around Boruto going into the Ninja Academy, but it also focused around Boruto sticking up for a kid, Denki, who ends up getting possessed by some mysterious snake… thing, which Boruto sees when his eye changes, kind of like Hinata’s byakugan.

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I love the way that this anime series seems to be going, and we’re only one episode in. Also, THAT INTRO!? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS! Because it happened years later, when Boruto’s a teen and it hints that Naruto’s dead (which I really hope not) and there’s a mark on their arms and Ninjustsu is gone? I DON’T KNOW, I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS, THOUGH.

Also, another important question: WHO MARRIED ROCK LEE BECAUSE THEIR CHILD IS ADORABLE. Shh, no one ruin it for me, I want to figure it out myself.

Let’s Chat! ^w^

Has anyone else watched these episodes yet? What are your thoughts and theories with the series? Also, if you’ve read the manga and have gotten ahead of the plots, please don’t ruin them! Thanks!